I find myself asking that question over and over to myself and to those who are closest to me. There are so many uncertainties; so many unknowns. I went to bed last night depressed and overwhelmed after watching the news. I woke up this morning, listening to the voices in my head telling me to be afraid. And for a little while, I succumbed to those lies. I allowed the fear to grip my heart and to steal my joy and my peace. I sat silently; listing the devastation that was taking place all around me. And I wept at the thought that life would never be the same.

I walked aimlessly through the house like a lost puppy; not really knowing what to do or where to start.

What am I afraid of?

Fear of the unknown.

Fear of the uncertainty of the future.

Fear for the country.

Fear of not being in control.

The fear of that truth nearly paralyzed me. I’m most fearful because everything is out of my hands. I have no control whatsoever of what has happened to our lives.

And then…Isaiah 41:10 popped into my head.

 “Fear not, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed. I am your God. I will strengthen you; I will help you; I will uphold you with my victorious right hand.” [TLB]

After looking up multiple versions, I landed on The Living Bible version; I liked it the best. Why, you ask?

Because this version uses the word VICTORIOUS to describe God’s right hand. Knowing God has gone before us, that VICTORY has already been achieved, gave me great peace.

Knowing we can fight FROM victory, rather than FOR victory comforts my soul. I pray this comforts your soul, too.

Stay healthy. Stay strong.

Peace be with you, my friends.

~Julia